You’ve Got to (Want to) Feel It
“You can’t think and feel at the same time.” I rejected this notion with a misplaced conviction that my attention acted as a gatekeeper for my senses. Want to feel something? Place your brain there to find it. I saw… Read more ›




As a competitive athlete for twenty years, my sole focus was working to be better than other people. Then my body broke down and my mind and identity soon followed. Lost in the abyss of post-competitve depression and unable to find the help I needed, I set out to fix myself, both physically and mentally. The start was a mindshift to cooperation, and a mission to share what I once would have greedily hoarded for myself. This site is a living document to what I’ve figured out, with hopes that it makes for a little less hurt in the world.



